When you figure out that loves is all that matters after all
everything else seems so small

everyones afraid of moving on because once they start too
the person they once you to love, comes running
back to them

you cant break a girl who thinks
nothing of you.

for you i will

hatred is found in the girl beside you that just told you she liked your hair

it's like a routine.
i fall for you on monday.
i like you from tuesday to thursday.
you make me mad on friday.
i think i'm over you over the weekend.
but the second i see you on monday morning,
i fall for you again & again

if you want me in your life
you'll find a way to put me there.

We're friends, real friends.
And that means,
no matter how long it takes,
when you finally
decide to look back, I’ll still be here

She was out of control & out on the town. Her mommy said,
"Honey, you'd better be a good girl."
Her teacher said,
"Girl, you better turn yourself around."
& everyone said,
"That girl's a troublemaker."
& all she would ever say was,
"Life isn't always beautiful."

It's another day after another night.

What if I
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?
Or would they still apply?
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy.

somewhere in the small talk
someone always asks where ya been
so i told them what you told me and they cant believe we're through
 they ask me what im doing now and in case ur wondering too, i breathe in, and breathe out
 put one foot in front of the other; take one day at a time
until you find im that someone u cant live without until
then i will breathe in and breathe out.

how am i gonna get my life together i dont know where to start i've fallen so far behind,
 momma said i gotta start acting like a lady,
 daddies just worried about his baby how am i suppose to straighten up
and fly right when i dont even remember what i did last night.

suckin on my titties like u wantin me; calling me all the time like blondie
check out my chrissy behind its fine all of the time like sex on the beaches.
fuck the pain away.

shameless fingers turn on the radio and play your favorite song
i'm in the kitchen w. a spatula
sliding over the linoleum floor in my socks
i yell louder, but i know no matter how hard i try this
plastic spatula will never reach you.

i just keep a picture of him in my backpack abd his letters and a wifebeater in my closet, his music in my cd player and his heart in my pocket.

we play games of who-loves-who-more-well-i-love-you-so-much-i-hate-you and its all so tiring.

anything less than perfection just isnt worth it. like academic anorexics or something.

sometimes i feel my whole life is right under his nose
and he doesnt even bother to notice
or maybe he already knows and doesnt care.

locker door slams 15 times and i tape my hopeless heart to everything.

he tells me how well i walk through fire
but im burning and turning crisp like bacon

life aint always beautiful
but its a beautiful ride.

you'll wake up one day
and its gonna be too late

would he walk on water
would he run through fire
would he stand before you
when its down to the wire
would he give his life up
to be all he can
is that how you measure a man?

i dont wanna live like my mother
i dont wanna live in fear all my life
i dont wanna live like my father
i dont wanna give up before i die

lifes like an hour glass glued to the table<3

we're all here for the very same reason
we're broken
waiting for the doctor to tape us back up.
maybe this time, w. some bogger boobs he'll like me
or maybe if i were skinnier?

i dont think he knows
do you?

if you believed what you felt, maybe you'd be in love

its the worst feeling when your sitting right beside someone, and you miss them more than anything. and you know that you will never be able to have them.

for months you would be gone
but you'd come back
we'd kiss for a few days
you'd call now and then
sunday, your gone
i probably wont talk to you for a couple more months
but its ok
im use to this

just like an angel your gonna make me fly
into your arms your wrappin me up so tight
you've got me crawling so fast
got me heels over head
you got me easy
tangled in my head
quit trying to hold and help me
im unreachable.

ya see
i dont wanna move on
but i gotta let you go
i loved you w. all my heart
but i guess it was never enough

its not as easy as all my friend say
letting go isnt gonna be "ok"
i wont "move on , or get over it soon"
i love him
and no matter what he does
i cant stop it.

love isnt suppose to be easy
its suppose to be worth it

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dieing

enough.
im tired
i need some sleep
im tired of crying over you evrynight
im done.
forever.
but remember, you said you'd love me
forever
forever doesnt last too long.

i wrote your name in the sky
w. my mind
you wrote her name in the sky
w. a permanet marker

everyday is a new day
im just reminded of my past

its takin everything thing in me just to forget yout sweater so far